And I gave that person the power to almost ruin my weekend. He texted me on Friday night, and for a little while it was nice. And I laughed and felt good. And then I started thinking. I don't really know where the thinking pattern started. But suddenly Saturday morning, I felt like crap. Not like, "oh I'm getting the flu," but more like "I'm not good enough for him to see."
Part of that is because he saw me last when I was at my best. I'd lost about 40 lbs, and had time to get myself dressed and felt good
And I don't like it. I don't like it one bit. So I attempted to put it out of my mind, and push forward, and think positive and up lifting thoughts. Part of the day I did good, part of the day I didn't do so good. But overall I did okay, because I didn't turn to chocolate or shop myself broke.
It's the small things that make the most difference, and I'm not giving the power of my emotions to someone else, at least not without a fight!
PS- Do ya'll know what it's like? Got any good hints or advice? I can always use tips, hints and ideas!