Faking It

I've been faking it for about a week and a half now...

And I'm not talking about the fun faking it. I'm talking about faking it till I make it.

About pretending I'm "normal" when I don't even want to be upright.

I'm saying I didn't even really touch my computer in the last ten days.

And I didn't feel the absence of it (like I should being the computer addict that I am).

I thought in passing about Fadra's SOC Sunday, which I usually LOVE to be a part of.

I'm working on Faking It better this week. And so far I think it's working.

Maybe by March I won't have to fake it. But right now... I'm a total faker.